so I cant even begin to understand why I am stressed for finals study is all i have to do I just cant seem to get my mind to settle. then theres everything else thats happening with my life right now two essays I need to get in my AWSI homework my AWSI in general. and theres always guys that get on my nerves and under my skin and into my thoughts and heart just to break it. there is always some sort of drama going on where ever i find my self. but most of all I just want to figure out whats wrong with me!!! or maybe its just the rest of the world that is wrong but u know I highly doubt it!!!

So the new years dance! I ended up going but I didnt have any fun and three guys found out I was ticklish and I hate getting poked! Well any way long story short I think I may just cry myself to sleep tonight! :'(

So yet again I sick it sucks and I am souposedly souposedly to have cheer practice tomorrow so that could be interesting. Maybe people are right I am always sick or Hirt cause that seem to be my condition60%of the time! Ah it's driving me insane!

I dont know why but I hate christmas shoping maybe its the bussyness or even the driveing but im not exited for christmas!!!! what do I do????????????

so I'm fairly crertain that I just heard the best news I have heard in weeks but the sad thing is i can't share it with anyone because I was told this in confidence and I'm extremely happy yet very sad I have many things I'm just dieting to shout out but know that if i do I will get my self in deep trouble from multiple people so this is my wish for everyone to have a Merry christmas.

what time

when do U know what time to do something? I never can figure it out I always do something but its never right and if it is I did it to soon or to late.... and guys they just never catch on to anything do they. life is misrable when it seems like u never do anything right.    

bolg #1

I seem to have enough problems on my own but some how I still manage to make it through each day I seem to do everything wrong if I try in the first place!